see you next time fathie :')

(by the way do you still remember with this pict? :p it taken by you huh? 'bout three years ago!)


today's fathies departure to houston,texas. goodbye my best friend i'll be missing you for a long time :( so glad to know somebody like you. remembering so many times with fathie ya, she's friendly and something i cant forget that fathie's a great guitarist :) hmmmm it's hard to say goodbye for several years. this's the first day of september. yes it's september 1th 2010. well, am starting for a blue september! but nency and i will missing you girl :')

wrote on sept1th2010

do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile and you dont want to fake being happy. but at the same time you dont know exactly what's wrong either. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting. at least when you are alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'i dont know' for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be your self again, but until then you can do is wait.(-thevamoosetaken)

no words to say but missing

hellooo it was a rainy day! went to ulfas home with rachmi. no ride there, but bajaj :D

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
'cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Till the end of time

Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

believe me when i say, its hard to say goodbye

june 16th 2010 happy birthday our beloved moooom :) we love you!