do it to your best

Sometimes, somebody are hard to admit the kindness of someone. Whereas it's more important to appreciate than just be dare to remind the guilt

-amita nurkarimah-

yang baru tersadari, ternyata

ketika dia melihatmu bukan sebagai dirimu. melainkan sosok seorang perempuan lain yang sempat ia kagumi pada masa itu, kau bukan awal dari penglihatannya, tapi kau wujud kedua yang dipertemukan tuhan dengannya untuk memutar kembali memori hingga ia bisa rasakan sesuatu yang lebih terhadapmu. kau hanya perantara berbeda untuk mewakili seseorang dalam kenangan lama. jangan jangan dia tak pernah sama sekali menganggapmu, tapi dirinya dalam masa itu. tuhan yang tau bagaimana ia meletakkan hatinya terhadap siapa. tuhan yang mengerti

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baru tutup file biologi, dateng guru baru dari alumni tiba tiba masuk pintu ga pake assalamualaikum ngomong cepet banget merentet ga bakal ngasih kesempatan buat lo ngomong sedikitpun "ya'. kita belajar matematika ya sekarang, nama saya ahmed ya, ya coba nomor satu dibaca" melongok gua nengok ke samping "halaman berapa sih fa?" ulfa, "......."

ga sengaja gua baca puisi dari modul bimbel alumni gitu, karena menurut gua bagus gua tulis aja. baca deh :

the wind is not always at our back

the wind is not always at our back
the sky is not always blue
sometimes we crave the things we lack
and don't know what to do

sometimes life's an uphill ride
with mountains we must climb
at times the river's deep and wide
and crossing takes some time

no one said that life's easy
there are no guarantees
so trust the lord continually
on calm or stormy seas

the challenges we face today
prepares us for tomorrow
for faith takes our fears away
and peace replaces sorrow

she's funny sweet cheerful, call aya

mind's changing

suddenly i think for aussie, yaya before i relly want alazhar but i've been thinking for a long time if i go there there's no subject which i want it most. i prefer international relations interior design or architect. soooo hm getting confused, prepare for ielts

how are you

goodbye, i dont know when i will meet you again. well i miss the time we've been through together.
thanks for you coming into my life. it was so wonderful and too useless. but sometimes i regret to know you, boy what you dont know that you've changed.cant believe but i can feel it. it sad hurt and offend my heart so deep. you do it so fast like you never know me. now you go on your way so do i, iam trying even it empty. i wont forget but i have to
but boy, i never call it love. i just cant let you go....................................................................................